Day eleven.....

Been out all day & went a bit funny while out, ok now though..... Had Shauna with me so that was good, went white (very) & dizzy almost past out, I hate it when that happens as I get no warning.
Still taking the GH so that is going well apart from the sickness & the hunger xXx

Day five......

It's now day five of the second time round & the sickness has kicked in, so not feeling too good but onwards & upwards xXx

Finally.....

Just got a call from the Dr after hours & days of being on the phone & in the surgery.... I am going to be getting the prescription now, need to pick it up later...... So yay am happy once again. Dr said they got a call from the PCT saying I should never have been told I was not going to get it but they had to go by their protocole & he is very sorry, which I understand. I have now made my mark in the new surgery & every Dr there knows who I am xXx

It's a new day.....

Waited, waited, waited..... Called, called, called..... Finally got a call back, my new Dr has spoken to the PCT in Welwyn & I should have heard back this afternoon, no call so will have to call in the morning. No-one can get hold of my consultant & the Dr needs to talk to him as well...... What made me laugh was the Dr asked me why I was on this GH, I explained & he said "It's a very rare thing all this I have been a Dr for a long time & this is not a normal thing to be prescribed, to adults"... I know all this, lol. Oh well will see what tomorrow brings.

I still have an awful headache, think it's because my brain had the shock for three weeks of the hormone then it was taken away fast... So not feeling good at the moment xXx

It's over....

Just been confirmed... The new Dr's have said they will not supply it as it's too expensive & the hospital cannot for the same reason... Lucky if I have two years left as once my brain (Piturity Gland) shuts down, I'm dead... I am going to have more frequent coma's, my memory is going to get worse, the pains will get worse... The GH was the last resort to give me a little better life xXx

Not a happy bunny.....

Things not going well.... Finally after years have managed to change Dr's & felt rather relieved.... Went in Thursday last week they had all my notes on all my other medications but nothing on the GH, so I was given a prescription for everything else & was told they needed the letter that was sent to the other Dr so they could put it on the computer & would write it out for me. So I phoned the hospital & explained they said they would send it & have done so (this was Friday), still no sign of the letter this morning so the receptionist at the Dr's phoned the hospital & they faxed it through..... Yes finally I think as I have not had any of the GH since Thursday or was it Friday, I do not know cannot remember.... Just got a call from the the Dr's surgery they do not think they can supply this GH... I have been without it now for three days & am feeling not too good.... The hospital say the old Dr did get the original letter as far as they know should have sorted  it all before I moved....
Feels not right to me as they would not let me move surgeries then all of a sudden it's ok & the letter goes missing while I am on the move... I am not impressed, have waited five years for this, there is now a chance it could all be taken away before anything has chance to work. Hope anyone reading this is having a better day that me, lol xXx

Day fourteen......

No change really, been dizzy most of the day & have noticed my blood sugars are high xXx